Song Trauma by Ayumi Hamasaki

I start looking for this song last 12 November 2021. As this song somehow played in my mind. I just love the para para dance accompanied by this song as shown in video below:

Trauma is a 1999 song by Ayumi Hamasaki which was first released in full on August 11th, 1999 as one of four A-sides on Ayu's 10th single, A. It was later included on Ayu's LOVEppears album in November of that same year.

The song's first appearance was in a TV commercial for JT Momo no Tennensui, which had aired in June 1999.

The song and its accompanying para para dance were concert staples in the earlier years of Hamasaki's career [1].

Song lyrics [2]:

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao 

kinou yowakatta jibun to ashita kitto tsuyoi jibun to

anata nara dare ni misete ru watashi nara dare ni 

misereba ii 

jikan nante mono ha totemo toki toshite zankoku de

demo sono zankokusa yue ni ima ga tsukurarete

hito wo motome yamanai no ha isshun no kaihou ga

yagate otozureru kyoufu ni katte iru kara

ashimoto de yurete iru hana ni sae ki tsukanai mama de

toori sugite kita watashi ha kagami ni mukaenaku natte iru 

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao

kinou iyasareta kizu to kyou fukaku hiraita kizu wo

anata nara dare ni misete ru watashi nara dare ni

misereba ii 

ataerareta jibun dake no shouki to kyouki ga atte

sono dochira mo hitei sezu ni sonzai suru nara

muda na mono afurete shimatta mono yaku datanai

mono mo

mayowazu ni erabu yo sou watashi ga watashi de aru

tame ni ne

shiawase no kijun ha itsu mo jibun no monosashi de

kimete kita kara 

kyou no ureshikatta kao kyou no kanashikatta kao

kinou iyasareta kizu ga kyou hiraki dashita to shite mo

anata nara dare ni misereru watashi nara ano hito ni

misetai

Till then, have fun looking for song that you enjoyed in the past.

References:

[1] Information on Song Trauma by Ayumi Hamasaki

https://ayumihamasaki.fandom.com/wiki/Trauma

[2] Song lyrics

https://www.kkbox.com/my/en/song/KxxJ5H800Tr682xj-2xj-0P4-index.html