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This morning of 9 July 2025, while taking a shower, a song suddenly popped into my head. Not just any song. But that song my youngest brother used to sing out loud in the most unexpected moment. Which is Who Let the Dogs Out, song by Baha Men, year 2000 [1].
I remember it so clearly. I had just picked up our 8th brother from primary school and was riding the motorcycle home, with my youngest brother (9th) sitting in front of me. We passed a house with a dog out front. And out of nowhere, he belted the song at the top of his lungs. I can’t remember exactly what lyric triggered him, but it was loud, enthusiastic… and terribly timed (or some might say accurate).
There I was, riding, internally panicking, hoping the dog wouldn’t chase us down the road. Meanwhile, he was happily crooning without a care in the world. Judging from the year the song was released, year 2000. My little brother must have been around 3 years old then. Too small for school, but already a performer in his own right!
It’s funny how songs carry memories with them. It was like little bookmarks in time.
Until then, have fun rediscovering old tracks and the stories they quietly carry along.
Heard snippet of this song last 4 October 2023. As ut was used as background music for a cat who is rolling around. Been so long since I heard this song. It was a good song for sure for me.
Remember this song while updating entry on song Trauma by Ayumi Hamasaki. Where this song is used in Japan series Hana Yori Dango [1].
A Japanese live-action series Hana Yori Dango aired from 2005 to 2007 (and was followed by a 2008 film) [2,3].
The 45 second download of the ballad version of "Flavor Of Life" was released as a ring tone on January 6, 2007 on Chaku-Uta. The song debuted at number 14 the Chaku-Uta ring tone download chart, a great feat for one of the largest download stores in Japan. For reference, the main theme song from Hana Yori Dango 2, Arashi's "Love So Sweet", debuted at number 7 [4, 5].
[4] "Flavor of Life" is Hikaru Utada's 18th Japanese single (25th single overall). The physical single was officially released on February 28, 2007 https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flavor_of_Life
It was released in 1998. I was reminded this song when telling my friend last 14 August 2023 on the story of fox with 3 piglets (highlighted lyrics in blue colour). He never heard of this folktale before. Maybe because he is Malaysian and this is England folktale.
Lyrics [1]:
… Oh-oh, hey, hey
Oh-oh, oh-oh
… I say, hey boy, sittin' in your tree
Mummy always wants you to come for tea (oh-oh)
Don't be shy, straighten up your tie
Get down from your treehouse, sittin' in the sky (oh-oh)
… I wanna know just what to do
Is it very big? Is there room for two? (oh-oh)
I got a house with windows and doors
I'll show you mine, if you show me yours
… Gotta let me in, hey, hey, hey
Let the fun begin, hey
I'm the wolf today, hey, hey, hey
I'll huff, I'll puff
I'll huff, I'll puff, I'll blow you away
… Say you will, say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true, say to me (say you will)
C'est la vie
… Say you will, say you won't
Say you'll do what I don't
Say you're true, say to me (get a life!)
C'est la vie
… Do you play with the girls, play with the boys?
Do you ever get lonely playing with your toys? (oh-oh)
We can talk, we can sing
I'll be the queen and you'll be the king (oh-oh)
… Hey boy, in your tree
Throw down your ladder, make a room for me (oh-oh)
I just love this song's melody and also its lyrics. It somehow reminds me not to give up on myself. As if I have given up on myself, then no one will ever help me out unless I help myself.
This song keeps on playing in my head at noon on 30 September 2022. At the moment, I do feel I need to go away. However, there is still a lot that needs to be done here. And the sense of responsibility is chaining my attempt to go away.
Found this song finally last 8 October 2022. It was played in the radio that time. I manage to take recording of it. Before proceed to search for details on the song. This song always played as theme song in Running Man, Korean variety show. Especially when one of the cast, Kim Jong Kook started his gangster move.
Just happen to know the singer just passed away. Condolence on the loss of a talented singer.
I remembered to use this song on my condition last morning 29 September 2022. As my brother number 6 said me and my sister spend too much time working. Well, actually from my perspective that we are drowning ourselves in our work. Or in simple terms is a workaholic. In my defense, we just cannot stay still. Need to be immersed in work and go even further beyond.
… The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful Stop me, and steal my breath And emeralds from mountains, the thrust towards the sky Never revealing their depth … And tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above … And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be love's suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life
… And rain falls, angry on the tin roof As we lie awake in my bed And you're my survival, you're my living proof My love is alive and not dead … And tell me that we belong together Dress it up with the trappings of love I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above … And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be love's suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life … Well, I've dropped out I've burned up I've fought my way back from the dead Tuned in Turned on Remembered the things that you said … And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be love's suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your
… And I'll be your cryin' shoulder I'll be love's suicide And I'll be better when I'm older I'll be the greatest fan of your life … The greatest fan of your life
The blue bold part is really related to me. As I do feel I am fighting to stay alive from being almost dead in car accident last 26 August 2022 [2].
Somehow this song just represents the current me. It is just becoming harder to do all things by myself despite I am able to do it. As my capability does feel much more limited after the car accident last 26 August 2022 [1]. But still, I have to push myself forward, with work and etc. And it's starting to drive me crazily annoyed. Plus with all questions and accusations that assume I am driving mad fast till accident. Makes me regret surviving the accident. But I have to be strong for my precious baby Furball. As she needs me to tend after her. She is the only thing that keeps me alive and strong after the accident [2]. As if I die during the accident, only need to spend less than RM 1,000 to bury my corpse.
Now you see me standin' in the lights But you never saw my sacrifice Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive Had to lose it all to win the fight I had to fall so many times (oh-oh-oh) Now I'm the last one standin'
Uh, you weren't with me on the cold block nights Now you front row for the spotlight Now the diamonds in the Audemars bright Jets overseas for a far flight Young nigga on bullshit and I ball on 'em, Bill Cartwright Knew I could shine through the darkness I guess I always been a star type That lion in me made my heart fight, could've been a victim of an opp pipe Took a million risks just to get to this 'cause we ain't the ones that the cops like Been so many times God tested me, they only see the answers I got right They commentin' all on the blogs, tryna tell me how to live my life And I waited so patiently, if you could take off, don't wait for me No days off, grind faithfully, I keep thankin' God for savin' me Front line, showcasin' our bravery I know that top spot, it was made for me It all paid off so we felt the struggle so painfully
Now you see me standin' in the lights But you never saw my sacrifice Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive Had to lose it all to win the fight I had to fall so many times (oh-oh-oh) Now I'm the last one standin'
Yeah, you know the code we gotta live by Never mind all the ice cubes on this wristwear in the big body Live by the gun, get bodied or it's hella time in that cell It was hella times where I failed, when I had to double back from them Ls Bet he don't double back when he tell 'Cause it ain't no comin' back when you tell Why would you leave me here by myself? A nigga be lonely Ayy, I blew the whole bag on they flights, ain't leavin' the homies If he really gang, then get him a chain, no cubic zirconies White Zomb' in the stogey, stood firm, never folded Furthest thing from a rodent, you put the jacket on and you bogus Yeah, big dawg and they know it I had to spin off to stay focused Longev' on the motion We don't abandon ship when it's hopeless I done been broke before and they know
I make it look easy Like I made it overnight I make it look easy But you don't see the dark side And all of the monsters I had to fight (fight) And all of the nightmares (nightmares) Made me stronger than life (yeah)
Y'all say (what?), I've changed (huh) Really, though? (Tell me), how so? (I got) Got all (what?), this bread (yeah) I'm still (what?), sour though (huh) I don't know (I'm a), square peg (in a), round hole (yeah) Like a block of cheese in a paper towel roll Rocky Balboa (I), never been no (what?), towel thrower Even when I got kicked to the curb (yeah) Life knocked my dick in the dirt I got back up, flipped it the bird 'Til I earned the attention I yearned Not to mention, I learned How to turn resentment and hurt To an unquenchable thirst, in the simplest terms It's revenge of the nerd, in every sense of the word But all you see is the fame and the millions You don't see the strength and resilience (nah) How I rack my brain but it feels as if I'm tryna explain it to children (damn) So a lot of this pain isn't healin', no escapin' it, this anger is spilling Almost like recreatin' a feelin' of 9/11 when the second plane hit the building
So let 'em paint you the villain Some of this just may be a symptom (yeah) Of havin' way too much income (mmm) But when you struggled every day just to get some (yeah) Now all of this hate is a syndrome (yuh) When they can't relate, and that stems from (what?) Money lookin' like it grows on trees Yeah, they're green but those aren't leaves (leaves) Sufficed to say, with every sacrifice I made It's like I gave up my life to fame All the nights that I lied awake Nights I stayed up to write and pray Had to claw, scratch and fight my way Just follow me, and I'll light the way Look to the hook if your sky look grey (Skylar Grey) And rappers, how can we be on the same level now When I gotta look down and see these clowns that are on the ground? Bitch, I got clouds beneath me Ever since I put out the EP to the height of 2003 me You ain't see the struggle to make it out the D Because I made it somehow look easy
Now you see me standin' in the lights But you never saw my sacrifice Or all the nights I had to struggle to survive Had to lose it all to win the fight I had to fall so many times (oh-oh-oh) Now I'm the last one standin' (oh-oh-oh) Now I'm the last one standin'
Can always click the below link for details on the song.
Until then, have fun enjoying this good song that I like.
Was remembering this song each time saw something in black and yellow colour. That show how strong the song is with me. Used to listen to this and even become my phone ringtone last 2010.
"Black and Yellow" is a song by American rapper Wiz Khalifa from his third studio album, Rolling Papers. It was released on September 14, 2010, as the lead single from the album. The song was written by Khalifa, along with Stargate, who produced it. It was released as a CD single in honor of Record Store Day.[2] The song peaked at number one on the Billboard Hot 100, becoming Wiz Khalifa's first number-one single in the US;[3] he would top the chart again in 2015 with "See You Again"[1].
Song lyrics:
[Intro]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
[Chorus]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Everything I do, yeah, I do it big
Yeah, uh-huh, screaming: "That's nothin'!"
When I pulled off the lot, that's stuntin'
Reppin' my town, when you see me you know everything
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
I put it down from the whip to my diamonds, I'm in
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
[Verse 1]
Uh, black stripe, yellow paint
Them niggas scared of it, but them hoes ain't
Soon as I hit the club, look at them hoes' face
Hit the pedal once, make the floor shake
Suede inside, my engine roarin'
It’s the big boy, you know what I paid for it
And I got the pedal to the metal
Got you niggas checking game, I’m ballin' out on every level
Hear them haters talk, but there’s nothin' you can tell 'em
Just made a million, got another million on my schedule
No love for 'em, nigga breaking hearts
No keys, push to start
[Chorus]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Everything I do, yeah, I do it big
Yeah, uh-huh, screaming: "That's nothin'!"
When I pulled off the lot, that's stuntin'
Reppin' my town, when you see me you know everything
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
I put it down from the whip to my diamonds, I'm in
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
[Verse 2]
Got a call from my jeweler, this just in
And bitches love me ‘cause I'm fucking with their best friends
Not a lesbian, but she a freak though
This ain't for one night, I’m shining all week, ho
I’m sippin' Clicquot and rocking yellow diamonds
So many rocks up in my watch I can’t tell what the time is
Got a pocket full of big faces
Throw it up, 'cause every nigga that I’m with Taylor'd
[Chorus]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Everything I do, yeah, I do it big
Yeah, uh-huh, screaming: "That's nothin'!"
When I pulled off the lot, that's stuntin'
Reppin' my town, when you see me you know everything
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
I put it down from the whip to my diamonds, I'm in
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
[Verse 3]
Stay high like how I’m supposed to do
That crowd underneath them clouds can’t get close to you
And my car look unapproachable
Super clean, but it's super mean
She wanna fuck with them cats, smoke weed, count stacks
Get fly and take trips and that's that, real rap
I let her get high if she want and she feel that
Convertible drop feel, ‘87, the top peeled back
[Bridge]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Yeah, yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
You already know what it is, man
And if you don't, you should by now
Reppin' my town, when you see me you know everything
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
I put it down from the whip to my diamonds, I'm in
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
[Chorus]
Yeah, uh-huh, you know what it is
Everything I do, yeah, I do it big
Yeah, uh-huh, screaming: "That's nothin'!"
When I pulled off the lot, that's stuntin'
Reppin' my town, when you see me you know everything
Black and yellow, black and yellow
Black and yellow, black and yellow
I put it down from the whip to my diamonds, I'm in
This is written while listening to the song Bole Chudiyan from Hindustan or Bollywood movie Khabi Khushi Khabi Gham. I just loves the song arrangement and instruments used. They complement each others well.
I did try watch back the movie. But it took me 3 days to finished it off. Makes me really wonder how on earth last time I am able to watch the whole movie in channel TV3 with all the commercials😅.
Song lyrics [1]:
Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gayi teri saajna
Tere bin jiyo naiyo lag da main te margaiya
(Le jaa le jaa, dil le jaa le jaa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa)
(Le jaa le jaa, dil le jaa le jaa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa)
Aah aah aah aah, aah aah aah
(Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gayi teri saajna)
(Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gayi teri saajna)
Tere bin jiyo naiyo lag da main te margaiya
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa
Dil le jaa le jaa, ho
Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gaya tera saajna
Tere bin jiyo naiyo lag da main te marjaawa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa
Dil le jaa le jaa, ho
Haai haai main marjaawa marjaawa tere bin
Ab to meri raatein kat ti taare gin gin
Bas tujhko pukaara kare, meri bindiya ishaara kare
Hoye, lashkaara lashkaara teri bindiya ka lashkaara
Aise chamke jaise chamke chaand ke paas sitaara
Oh oh, oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh
Meri paayal bulaaye tujhe, jo roothe manaaye tujhe
O sajan ji, haan sajan ji
Kuch socho, kuch samjho meri baat ko
Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gaya tera saajna
Tere bin jiyo naiyo lag da main te marjaawa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa
Dil le jaa le jaa, ho
Apni maang suhaagan ho, sang hameshaa saajan ho
Aake meri duniya mein vaapas na jaana
Sehra baandhke maahi tu mere ghar aana
Oye soni kitti soni aaj tu lagdi ve
Bas mere saath yeh jodi teri sajdi ve
Roop aisa suhaana tera, chaand bhi hai deewana tera
Jaa re jaa oh jhoothe teri galla hum na maane
Kyoon taarife karta hai tu humko sab kuch jaane
Ho, oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh, ho oh oh oh oh
Mere dil ki duaa yeh kahe, teri jodi salaamat rahe
O sajan ji, haan sajan ji
Yunhi beete saara jeevan saath mein
Bole chudiyan, bole kangna
Haai main ho gaya tera saajna
Tere bin jiyo naiyo lag da main te margaiya
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa
Dil le jaa le jaa, ho
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa
Dil le jaa le jaa, ho
Aaja heeriye
Oh, jaa jaa ranjhna
Oh, aaja heeriye
Jaa jaa ranjhna
(Le jaa le jaa, dil le jaa le jaa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa)
(Le jaa le jaa, dil le jaa le jaa
Le jaa le jaa, soniye le jaa le jaa)
Aa aa aa aa aa aa, kabhi khushi kabhi gham
Na judaa honge hum, kabhi khushi kabhi gham
Till then, have fun enjoying time watching your favourite Hindustan or Bollywood movie.
This song played subtly in my mind early December 2021. Fortunately I heard it in radio while driving. I immediately record the song in my phone. Then proceed to look for it once I am finished driving.
For me personally, this is money song I like the most. And I am proud it is a Malaysian group.
Song lyrics :
What?!
Point Blanc, (yo, whassup?)
Yogi B, (uh huh)
Yo Reefa, why don'tcha tell em' what the makes the
world go round?
It's hella funny, the B bugs me like Bunny (whassup
doc?!)
Continously like a nose that be runny, (uh huh)
but it be another story if in your pockets you packin' G's
And also not my kind of sce-na-ri-oooo...
My, my, my, my, What makes the world go
High, high, high, high?(haha)
Every women wanna
Buy, buy, buy, buy, (say what)
It's all about the
Monay, monay, monay, monay (that's right)
You give em' true love, that ain't enough
Cash rules everythin' around me, Babaay!!!
Well, Dr.Dre just gon' ask me one thang...
SHOW ME THE MONAY!!!
My, my, my, my, What makes the world go
High, high, high, high?(haha)
Every women wanna
Buy, buy, buy, buy, (say what)
It's all about the
Monay, monay, monay, monay (that's right)
So we top of the line like Pacino, we ridin' like
So Yogi Izzay to tha' Bizzo, dreamin' of Benzitos, (who
me?)
Livin' large like a king only makes mah' bankroll Ka
I remembered this song after last night activity of night brisk walk with my darling Furball the cat. She is unable to take her eyes off her preyed target despite she is on my lap.
The look of Furball in her hunting mode fully on or activated. Suspected prey is mengkarung (lizard) or cicak (lizard). Since no sound.
Song lyrics :
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank god I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
I love you baby and if it's quite all righ
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby trust me when I say
Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
And let me love you baby
Let me love you
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
You'd be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank god I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you
I love you baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you baby to warn the lonely night
I love you baby trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby
Don't bring me down I pray
Oh pretty baby
Now that I've found you stay
And let me love you baby
Let me love you
I just love to imagine appropriate song with the current condition. Well, someone does and always told me that I am in different dimension of imagination. And I do live in my own world that I have created with Furball and my plants. Need to be creative when living life as me.
Till then, have fun in relating your current situation with appropriate song😬.
A very good song. I remembered it after watching Ailee, Korean singer make a cover of it [1]. Just that her version feels more sorrowful and touched my broken shattered heart more.
Song lyrics :
I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that's what you want
Be your number one
I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that's what you ask
Give you all I am
I can do it
I can do it
I can do it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that's what you need
Be your everything
I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it
But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
'Til I've had enough
'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human
Cover by Ailee, Korean singer.
Original version from Christina Perri.
Till then, hope you are able to enjoy this good sad song as much as I do.
Stumbled on this song while looking for other Malay song in YouTube. I know that Fazura did produce 1 song album. But somehow unable to recall this duet of hers with group Estranged.
Song lyrics :
Apa khabar, teman, ku perlu bicara
Kerna aku hilang tanpa kamu
Apakah ertinya kesemua ini?
Ku merindukan kehadiranmu
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Apa khabar, teman, kutunggu bicara
Harap engkau cari diri aku
Apakah ertinya kesudahan ini?
Sepatutnya kau rindu kehadiranku
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila-bila saja
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila engkau tiada (Bila engkau tiada)
Rindu kau bicara
Hancur, hancur aku
Bila teringatkanmu (Ku teringatkanmu)
Hancur, hancur saja
Bila inginkanmu (Hancur aku)
Hancur aku
Hancur aku
It was quite a good song. And Fazura's voice just nicely complement Estranged vocal.