Song Superman (It’s Not Easy) by Five for Fighting

Somehow this song just represents the current me. It is just becoming harder to do all things by myself despite I am able to do it. As my capability does feel much more limited after the car accident last 26 August 2022 [1]. But still, I have to push myself forward, with work and etc. And it's starting to drive me crazily annoyed. Plus with all questions and accusations that assume I am driving mad fast till accident. Makes me regret surviving the accident. But I have to be strong for my precious baby Furball. As she needs me to tend after her. She is the only thing that keeps me alive and strong after the accident [2]. As if I die during the accident, only need to spend less than RM 1,000 to bury my corpse.

YouTube link: https://youtu.be/GRz4FY0ZcwI

Superman (It’s Not Easy) Lyrics [3]
[Verse 1]
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

[Chorus]
I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
And it's not easy to be me


[Verse 2]
I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see

[Chorus]
It may sound absurd, but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed, but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me

[Bridge]
Up, up, and away, away from me
Well, it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything

[Verse 3]
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

[Chorus]
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Diggin' for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Lookin' for special things inside of me
[Outro]
Inside of me
Inside of me
Yeah, inside of me
Inside of me
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man lookin' for a dream
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hoo, hoo, hoo
It's not easy to be me

If I am not rational, I might dress up like Wonder Woman instead of Superman every single day after the accident. Much simpler to put on.

Until then, stay safe after involves an accident.

References:

[1] My car accident last 26 August 2022 https://serinurulbeauty.blogspot.com/2022/08/the-look-of-my-car-after-being-pull-out.html

[2] Furball ravishing my fallen Harum Manis mango fruit https://serinurulbeauty.blogspot.com/2022/08/furball-ravishing-fallen-harum-manis.html

[3] Song lyrics https://genius.com/Five-for-fighting-superman-its-not-easy-lyrics